Friday, January 2, 2009

The Realization of my Self Actualization

Am I really doing this? Is this really the first day of what may be the biggest realization of my life? I am a smart girl. I mean I am a smart woman. How is this my life? How did I put myself in this position? I knew in the beginning. I knew before we got married. I did this to myself. Society did this. Television did this. Nope, I did this.

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  1. Hang in there Girl, I know exactly how you feel.

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  2. Looks like I got me one, too. I wish I could help you. I wish I could help me.

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  3. Yeah, me too. I found out on the 4th of July after 28 years. He tried to tell me years ago that he thought sex was overrated, now I know he's asexual and aromantic too. I really feel that it's like blindness or deafness in the missing sense aspect. Other traits are strengthened. My marriage is handicapped, and I treat it gently now that I understand that, but can finally forgive myself for having went outside it for what I needed in the past.

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